Can't help but feel like I'm wasting my life and nothing is going my way at the moment it's all going from bad to worse then I check my facebook this morning and my mate Will has just got engaged to this pure fit American bird and whilst I am happy for them I am gutted coz that was always my dream... Think if this redundancy at work goes through I am packing up and going stateside I hear there is no speed limit on sections of Route 66 would love to ride all the way along it on my Daytona. Couldn't feel any more worse than I do right now and the hits just keep on coming beginning to wonder when is it going to stop... Also hearing some woman in my office on the phone to her husband and they must have told eachother how much they love eachother over a dozen times now and it's irritating the hell out of me. I must be a horrible person for somebody else's happiness to make me feel so bitter... Think this really sums it up perfectly... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=97S66xee0U8
Nick, please try and calm. We all love you in a man way. It's simply called life. And around the corner is a new dawn and a new day. In light of recent events, please please pick up the phone, or get out, just don't do anything silly. You are loved and wanted. As for a female to care and share, she is out there, we just need to find her, she is thinking the same as you. Lids and jars springs to mind. Mate, calm a little, and be thankful of what you do have, not what you dont. You can get those parts in time. Were alive, able bodied and so our future is in our own hands x See you at the weekend I hope.
Thanks dude I'll be at brands on saturday wouldn't miss it hopefully it will be the highlight of my week. I don't know what's wrong with me at the moment I really don't feel myself I'm way too sensitive and snap at stupid things that I shouldn't. The enormity of what lies ahead is finally dawning on me and I am trying very hard to push through it just some things are easier said than done sometimes particularly when I'm so exhausted I just feel drained.
Dude there was a lady member on here a while back user name 'Paws', Iirc she made a post very similar to yours, those of us with some mileage on our clocks said 'Don't worry, life will get better, there is a perfect guy out there just waiting for you.' 8 months later she posted that she was engaged and was happier than she'd ever been. Ying & Yang my friend, life will get better, stay positive and it will happen. Best wishes Dave G.
Thanks Dave I really appreciate that having always considered myself the King of wishful thinking never been this low before not even when my Dad died. I think living with somebody that is negative for so long has really taken it's toll on me I need to get out of there fast just knowing what the right thing to do is the most difficult part as I have the most important exam of my career coming up and if I nail it then I can write my own ticket and it opens my gateway to the rest of the world. I need to study for that but I know with everything that is going on she will make it difficult for me to do that especially as she knows it's over now. Tried to warn my mate last night about the pitfalls and I can see him starting to make the same mistakes that I did he's fallen out with all of us over his girlfriend who doesn't like us (like I did for a while) then he has bought a house with her (like I did) and now they have got a dog (like I did) tried to warn him but he won't listen. But then I think I can't even help myself so how could I possibly help anyone else right now. It's all so very strange...
It's easier to help others!! It's not about you, and you can walk away after helping. Its nice to help, we all have stuff going on, it's life, but helping others always makes you feel good, how ever bad there stuff is/was. Loads of us have issues, just that most of us don't speak or post it. As for doing the right thing, my take would be that you and her both need to move on. Clearly your not happy, so simply explain to her that your both better off to move on. No need to be cruel or hard, just factual and kind. Let's talk at the weekend, and I'll share some stuff with you. Smile on mate
Sounds like a plan mate apologies for boring everybody with my crap not after sympathy or anything just find that I vent normally I would do that on facebook however seeing as she watches mine like a hawk I have to be careful what I write on there otherwise it causes more rows.
Just take it as it comes mate, don't worry about relationships and stuff, I am also facing redundancy as a possibility and have been single for a long time due to having ended up as a carer for my partner for some years so like to stay independent since that came to a close, some times life seems grim but soon you know there'll be some excellent times round the corner, I've had some great adventures since being on my own like riding round Australia on an R6 stuff I'd never have done before, change isn't easy but when you get into it it can be brilliant - enjoy it! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
Thanks mate definitely one of my plans to go blasting across the states on a rapid sportsbike. Booked up my exam for the 18th November so going to get my head down and study for it once I get that I will be able to double my wages contracting and can go abroad working which is what I am looking forward to the most. Honestly to be single would be a dream and if I knew she would let me go quickly then I would be far happier but she will drag it out to try to make it as painful as possible that is just the way she is.
Did you wake up with a vagina? This is life buddy? I hope you can get life a little more sorted. One step at a time.
:shock: I smell? God sorry dude all this time I thought it was your mum... I'll get some right guard straight away
nick your a tough guy and will come bouncing back! as im....errr..... sure you've done alot of bouncing in your life hehe!!
i'll never let that go, nearly died when i read it. Wouldnt mind a spare pair of jeans, what size are they
