Thanks Emma, I'm in Manchester so it'd be a long way to go for a brew . Sure it would be a damn fine cuppa though. I've had plenty of metal on this morning to try and perk up. I'll stop feeling sorry for myself in a few days. I was really happy in my videos, I've had the best couple of years of my life...
Feeling sorry for yourself is absolutely right under the circumstances. Tbh flippancy aside things always happen in the right order, at the right time. People come in and out of our lives and most of the time it all gets much better because of it. I sincerely hope you enjoy life a bit better soon, and if you're coming south, at any point, I'll make you that cuppa!
Looking at the dates here I haven't been around much on the forum recently and haven't spotted this. Very sorry to hear this Ash. Like others have said if there's anything you want to do biking trips or holidays away then do them and enjoy them. It's not the end this is the start of a new adventure, New goals and new perspectives